Selfishness…...

So I admit it, I can be selfish sometimes more than I like to admit I am. I try not to be, and I'm really trying to work on it.


I like to try and do 1 thing every 2 weeks for myself, whether that may be, buying myself a DVD, or making myself something yummy to eat. Now all good n well, but when you throw children into the mix this becomes so hard and it makes me feel awful. 


I never want to be the parent that thinks of themself before their children, nor do I wish to have my child feel asthough they come second place in my life. I love my child more than anything in this world, sometimes I just want time for me? Is that so bad? Sometimes it makes me feel awful for wanting that, and sometimes…..well most of the time I don't get what I need. I always try and provide the best I can for my child and being a single person with having a child makes things even harder too.


I have been told that I am not a "single" person, well technically I am and I'm not. I don't have a significant other in my life at this time, but I have the most important person I could ever wish to have in it….my daughter. It makes things really hard sometimes being a single parent and not being able to do what you want to do…..not that I regret choices I have made….I regret NOTHING.


Just sometimes I feel too selfish for my liking…


T xx